Yeah, I am still alive, girlies, and I haven't dropped off the face of the earth. I decided to focus on the boys while I had them so I didn't take the time to post and I barely had time to read. I doubt I have any readers left so this post is just for me and my possible die-hards.
My boys are gone. They left on December 7th. And guess what? My heart did not shatter into a thousand pieces as I thought it would. No Ma'am, it did not! It actually feels a lot bigger than it did 1 year ago. Huh. Who'd of thunk it. You let two little guys in and even after they are ripped out of your life you still feel like you can let more in. Well, it's true and I am here to testify!
Anyway, I decided to come back to life. I'll post more of what I've been up to but my FB followers already know. If I have any FB followers that is.
Speaking of followers....you know who has A LOT of FB followers? M!! And we've ALL been following her and Baby B's progress all along and they are KILLING ME!! I cannot wait for that baby to be born and I have never even met M but, I love her dearly. St Gianna, St Gerard...all the saints in Heaven...watch over M and Baby B. Please deliver that baby safely and soon...Amen!
P.S.
I forgot to mention what my hubby said about M having the baby. My dear man is a HUGE Lions fan, to a fault even. He follows them and is optimistic even in the worst of seasons. Anyway, he said if M didn't have the baby before next weekend the Lions whipping on the Packers would be sure to put her into labor. He said it, M, not me. BTW, he cannot wait to meet you and Mr B, hopefully next summer:)
Jane 23
5 months ago
9 comments:
I'm still following you and am glad to know that you survived the boys' going home. God bless you for giving them a safe and loving home for the time that you had them.
I'm glad that you're back!
Okay no post-morning after c-section pain is going to stop me from commenting on this post for 2 primary reasons 1) I LOVE you and will read ANYTHING YOU POST and am so glad you are back and 2) You please tell E -that those are FIGHTING WORDS and we will just see who is victorious next Sunday. It will be Elizabeth's 1st Packer game on the outside and I am going to dress her in a Packer's onesie and she is going to be THRILLED when the Packers turn those Lions into whimpering kitties! Ha!! :)
But on a serious note, you are such a STRONG beautiful woman with a heart of gold and I know those boys will remember the amazing part you played in their lives. You have been an Angel sent from God to them and no one could have loved them or served them better during their time of need. I am sorry they had to leave, but will continue to pray for God's will to be done for you and E in growing your family.
Much love to you and Merry Christmas (I love how we can say that until Ephiphany).
So glad to see that you're back!!!! Merry Christmas!!!
Good to see you back again!! I am so glad to hear that you are not jaded after the experience of fostering those precious boys. You have made a huge difference in their lives I am sure and touched them in ways you will never know!!
Welcome, back! Your testimony is amazing and I am so grateful you shared it! Looking forward to hearing more. God does amazing things when you love like He does and don't fear the consequences.
Tell your hubby I said GO SUH!! We root for the Lions in our house too. :)
Welcome back! My dh and I are contemplating fostering ourselves and my biggest fear is falling in love with a child who won't forever be part of our family. I guess it's a risk. Thanks for sharing your own experiences with us! Merry Christmas!
I am so glad for the update! You are amazing!!
So glad for your post! Im sorry you don't have the boys anymore, but am excited to read about what you've been up to and your plans for the year ahead. May God bless you in 2012!
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