Saturday, April 30, 2011

I am alive! (barely)

Yesterday was terrible, just terrible! And I am not being overly dramatic here. I cannot take drugs, they just mess me up! I haven't ate anything since Wednesday evening, did my prep all day Thursday and had my colonoscopy yesterday. Just now, at 6am Saturday morning, I kept some sprite and crackers down. I tell ya, those drugs messed me up!

The good news is that she didn't really find anything wrong. There is endo on my bowels, which I may need to get taken care of eventually, but nothing else. I had a lap in 2002 & 2003 where the doctor removed endo from my bowels but it has come back. My gyno will get the report from the internist and we'll go from there. I think if I need another surgery for the endo I'll just have a hysterectomy. Three surgeries for endo in 10 years is just too much. I'll try to keep my ovaries so I don't know completely menopausal but I cannot tolerate any more surgeries. I'll have to have it laproscopically since I can't take pain meds. I hate this! Why can't I just be normal?

The ambulatory staff was just awesome yesterday. It didn't hurt that my aunt was one of the RN's so I got awesome treatment. Extra blankets, rubbing my back while I puked, lunch for my MIL. They were wonderful!

I have to thank M for posting my prayer request! I felt it, girls, and I truly needed it! I'll post more when I'm feeling better.

8 comments:

Joy Beyond the Cross said...

I am glad you are feeling somewhat better, oh my goodness that sounded horrible!!!! I am glad you got the extra TLC at the hospital. I am sorry the endo has come back...ergh....rest up and take care of yourself! Love you!

Julie said...

I totally understand about not wanting more surgeries. I hate them too!
Praying for healing for your body!

JellyBelly said...

You poor thing!!! Continuing to pray for you!!!

Leila@LittleCatholicBubble said...

Oh, I am soooo sorry!! UGH!! Prayers for full healing...

Megan said...

Sounds miserable! Prayers for you to continue feeling better!

Maria said...

I just wanted to say hi and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers!

My name is Maria, I'm 44, married almost four years, and my hearts desire is to be a Mama. I was diagnosed with endometriosis stage four in February 2008. I've had two surgeries so far. My last surgery was in April 2009, but I might need more. TTC for almost four years with no success. Hubby and I are looking into the foster care and adopting route now! Please pray for us! Thank you so much!

Feel free to come over to my blog and say hello! I love to make new friends!

Love,
Maria In Mass :)

Mary said...

oh sweet woman!!! you poor thing!!! I was praying for you, and still will! Hope they can get you feeling better without putting you through more pain!

Danya @ He Adopted Me First said...

Oh my goodness! I am so sorry! I wish I could take care of you too poor dear. 'Hope you feel better soon and sending healing prayers your way.