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Oh my gosh, I think I am in the middle of an epidemic! My brother-in-law, A, is now sleeping in the basement! He and my sister-in-law have been married for almost seven years and have three children ages 4, 2 and almost 6 months. A called Hubby yesterday to tell him how unhappy he is. I cannot believe this. What is this world coming to????
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Again, I feel so incredibly blessed. The only thing I am lacking in my life is children and we have not exhausted that quest yet. I am at the point in my life, dealing with infertility for almost twelve years, where I know that if I never am a mother I would be okay. I am sure that there would be periods of sadness and loneliness and longing for the children and grandchildren I never had. I am sure there would be some regret. But I know I could survive it. It has taken me twelve years to know this in my heart. My eyes still tear up a little when I think of never being a mother but my chest no longer gets heavy and my throat no longer swells. This infertile life has made me stronger.
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How are you doing? I have been thinking about you and hope the situations that you are dealing with are getting better! God Bless you!
Thanks so much! Oh, gosh, I don't know if it is getting better or not but the shock has wore off. I can no longer worry about those four. I'll pray for them but ultimately it is in their's, and God's, hands. I am staying busy doing what I can for Haiti!
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