I will worship in the waiting

I was praying this morning and one of the things I ask God for every day is for Him to please bless my husband and I with the gift of a child, if it is His will. I am on my 10th day of elevated temps, 3rd day of super-elevated temps. This is my first cycle, since I have started charting, for this to happen. I usually have only a 9 day LP.

Anyway, after my prayer session I headed downstairs for coffee, bit of computer, shower and then I headed back upstairs to get ready for work. I turned on my radio and this song by FFH was being introduced. I had never heard it before. I couldn't find a video but I wanted you all to read the words.


In the Waiting

I’ve seen the red sea part, I’ve seen the mountains move
But now it seems so dark, I can’t even feel You
If You chose to be silent I’ll be silent too
I will worship in the waiting, quiet before You

Until Your voice like manna from the sky falls
I will worship in the waiting
I will walk with this sand beneath my feet
Though the winter wind is blowing

The ground is not frozen underneath
I will worship and not grow bitter
'Cause I know You see the end of it all
And with the spring will come the rain
And I'll see what was gained

In the waiting
I’ve seen the blooms of spring, new life in everything
But now it seems so grey, bright colors fade away
This winter seems much longer and colder than before
But I will worship in the waiting, expecting something more
Until the sun shines warm upon my face again

He Leadeth me, He leadeth me
By His own hand, He leadeth me
His faithful follower I would be
For by His hand, He leadeth me


I was moved. I know these past 12 years have been the winter of my life. Hearing this song, is it a sign of spring?