Getting older

I am nearing the end of this cycle's two week wait. Or, maybe I'm not! I took a break from the ovulation monitor, clomid and progesterone this month. I did continue to chart my temps, though. So far I have had no spotting and my bb's are tender but different than they have ever been before. The months I was on progesterone they were too sore to even touch. Now they are just tender and very sensitive. I have felt pretty good but I have not been sleeping great. I am good for about four hours but then I get really restless. I have had some very strange dreams as well. I am just praying that this is the month!!!! Please God, if it is your will, let this be our month to conceive! Let 2010 be the year we become parents! I am going to be 36 in three weeks. My hubby will be 38 in seven weeks. If it is ever going to happen it has to be soon. Otherwise we'll be too darn old!